Sunday, August 9, 2009

can't wait

There's a light in the dark
Where the sky splits apart
Where the stars find a way
To shine through all the spaces in between
Here we are face to face
All alone in this place
And the night is finally coming down to you and me

Tell me where you've been hiding?
Oh I want to know
You're my silver lining covered in gold
Tell me what am I feeling?
Well it's hard to explain
Like underwater breathing
Swimming in rain

All I want to do
Is fall even deeper with you
And never come up, breathing underwater
I'm weightless with every little kiss you steal, boy
You are making me feel
Like I'm breathing, breathing underwater

I wanna fly through the blue
Lake on the bottom with you
Get lost in the waves,
Let the world slip away
When nobody can find us,

I don't want to be saved
Leave it all behind us,
Make an escape
Tell me what am I feeling?
Ohhh it's hard to explain
Like underwater breathing,
Swimming in rain

Wanna go to the edge
Wanna dive in again
Here we are face to face
All alone in this place
& it's finally coming down to you and me

Breathing Underwater
I can't wait for Marie Digby's new album to come out in Malaysia/wherever I will be when it goes worldwide!

chronology

rottweiler puppies galore

1st day - birth (already fully coated with fur)

2nd day - their umbilical cords dry up to what looked like black string

+/- 4th day - tie tails with rubber band

3 days later - tails start falling off & disappearing (speculation : the mother eats them?)
start applying some white powder on the mini tail to avoid infection

1 week++ old - eyes start opening. express growth in size

2 weeks++old - mother starts getting grumpy & refuses to feed them especially while she is enjoying her meal. barks and growls at the poor puppies.

cowardice

i'm afraid of letting people see the person i really am inside despite my being rather transparent nearly all the time.

i'm afraid of them knowing the emotions i hold despite me speaking my mind often

i'm afraid of penning the feelings down in black and white despite me doing it this very moment

i'm afraid of countless things despite being the daredevil i am

i'm afraid me being myself hurts other people despite waking up every morning acting as i am

i'm afraid of being abandoned despite the independent person i like to be

i'm afraid (,)
i'm a coward

this is nothing to savour or share but i'm definitely breathing it.