muchas gracias

just a note to say thank you

so i've been thinking (in the toilet!! :p)

you've been there during my lowest moments, when i'm acting like a painful emotional *itch.

you were there during my highest moments when i'm shrill (yes.yes. i admit), laughing at every possible unfunny thing, completely hyper to the point i start to hyperventilate.

you listened, till now (where im still an emotional wreck).

and because i know im SUPER forgetful, i'd like to remember this forever. hence, dedicating this post to you.

i know we had rough patches (super understatement) but you know what? from the bottom of my heart, i do not regret one bit staying put when people were telling me to walk away.

i can tell you&experience sunshine, storm, spring, autumn, Katrina and breeze and you'll still be there lending an ear, maybe two if you could afford it and even your shoulder(for what reason i don't know).

you know MOST of my memories, even ones i dont even remember anymore, sadly. i know i overloaded you with them a couple of years ago (5 years worth)(i,personally would die). sorry lahhh :):)

i know i'm aunty, grandma or whatever you wanna call me. i dont care. ill still be me.

im just glad you stood by this super uncool friend :D

you know who you are (at least i hope you do)

thank you for being ever supportive.

as much as you needed me as a friend, i think i needed it more.

what i wish is that i could return the favour and deed you've done for me, and never to let you down. i know i will. i wish i wouldn't. and i will try my best not to.

friends forever? (haha. this is so elementary school)

M

great stuff

its amazing how some people talk about bullies&meanies

what they don't realise is that they're doing the exact same thing

putting people down the exact same way

picking on people whenever opportunity rises

it guess its always easier to look at the other person's faults

and never in the mirror to see the real person you are, also who you're affecting.

then again, i probably do that too.

what goes around comes around and bites you in the arse hard. and the world makes sense again. \

and then there are the ones who just plain bully&victimise. oh lovely people.

sewing

my first sewing class today

brought the sewing machine w/o thread, bobbin & all the other tiny apparatus to my first class. what a fool.

this is the result of being lazy and relying on assumptions.

learned about the French Seam, did some alterations and made my FIRST PILLOW CASE (in 2 ++ hrs) from scratch (plain cloth)!!!

4 hours passed really quickly actually.

i did some really stupid mistakes along the way and i HATE it when you sew something on the wrong side/way and you gotta unpick it.

the class was rather enjoyable and it feels really good after you've completed something and it doesn't look half bad.

tomorrow ill be making an apron & doing some more alterations. whee :)

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hung out with cousin, dct. watched a movie, chatted, shopped & ate korean food. pleasant day.